16Dec2020 God Speak about Teaching the Bridegroom King & Bride

I'm going to send you to the nations. I will provide everything for you. You will do it soon.. Aug 2021.

 I want you to be at my side now and eternity.

I have chosen you and you will be my ambassador wife, bride to the nations. 

I love you to represent me on how a love relationship with the bridegroom King is like. What I am showing to you, I want you to show it to the world. I am able to fulfill ALL of their desires. There will not be any lack spirit soul and body. 

Many of my brides think that the world can fulfil their needs. They are not able to come to me. Its a lie of the enemy. Causing shame. I created romance. Am I not able to fulfill that part of their need? many are not fulfilled and satisfied. So they go to the wrong places for that. But that is the trap of the enemy. To get them to be addicted to the wrong stuffs. I want them to be addicted to me.

I am going to make you popular with the teaching of Intimacy with the Bridegroom King. So, write what I tell you to write. I will begin to give you the download on these teachings. 

Me

Please help me, if you want me to do that. Its so intimate, I can't even share it with myself. LOL. 

I asked you out today because you have been cooped up at home.

I also want to hang out. Want to show you how special you are to me.

Did you pull a fast one on me about the surprise? 

J

No la

Me

Hmmm...

Things I asked 29Dec2020

 Partners in ministry

Healing and deliverance for Ethanol

Power for Ivan

Job for Ivan

Financial blessings and providence for Joel, Ethaniel and Ivan and myself

Health and strong

Go to USA to study

Go to usa to minister

Healing of my marriage

29Dec2020, Who is Holy Spirit

 Holy Spirit says that he is my friend.

3am 29Dec2020 - God Speaks

Next 5 days to challenge them to go to the next level - Soaking, presence, walk with God, listening to my voice, 

29 Dec 2020, 3am God woke me up to release this message:

During the Soaking session. Ask them to listen to my voice and write things down.

Honor my presence, by listening, receiving and responding to what  I am releasing through you. If you don't honor the words and respond, you will not receive as much as you can.

Take this time to practice to do their own personal Soaking time. Test out 2 soaking session where one - you are hungry and expectant and fully participative and another you fall asleep. 

I want you to teach my people how to soak.

Have a piece of paper and pen and sit in my presence because they are no longer a new Soaker. If they have been soaking for a month. I am taking them into a new level, in my presence. 

I want to speak and reveal in my presence.

To be alert, their spirit to be alert. There is much I want to download, reveal, there is much that I want to share with them. So, when they come into my session, its a coaching session. 

They need to stand, they should stand till the sleepiness passes. They should get an earphone so that they can hear clearly even if they are walking around. Do not waste the coaching session. Don't waste the sessions. This is a corporate session. Not an individual session. it is going into the glory presence.

I want them to learn to Honor my presence because I am releasing my presence through you. I have called you to coach them so they cannot do what they want. When they come here they need to submit to your coaching. 

I am releasing my word and I want them to hear my word. I want them to hear the word that I am releasing through you. They need to respond to it. I am very serious on this. I have spoken. 

I want them to go to the next level. The next level of my presence. Next level of encounter with me. It is time to shed off the burdens of this world. Shed of the  things that holds them back, the baggages. They dont recognise it  now but when they back, this is a significant change in their life that I have done. They have been called and they have been chosen to be part of this for a reason. I don't want them to take it lightly.

 I have a lot of encounter available for them. Only when they seek me will they receive this. Only if they hunger and press in they will receive this. Whatever I have for them at the corner of their hunger and at the corner of their seeking me. I have spoken.

22 Dec 2020, Tue Irritation

 Since last night i was quite upset with Molly for wanting help but never attending my sessions. This morning also upset. Released to God and her attitude of entitlement really irritates me. Its like I am a servant at her beck and call. Anyways...

21Dec2020, Monday

 I woke up in the morning with presence and joy. Since yesterday night, I have felt a stronger presence of the Holy Spirit.

This morning, I felt too. Its like He is saying that He is near. 

I felt like I didn't want to leave His presence this morning. I was on the bed, soaking up His presence.

My Beloved and I went to the Flower and Fruit Tree pickings. It was beautiful. 

11.08pm

I love you with so much of affections. My heart is after you, pursuing after you. I want your heart. I want your soul, mind, will, emotions. I want all of you. I WANT ALL of you. I desire after you. All of you, my Bride, my Baby, my love... I want to show you how wide my love, my arms, are for you. I want to show you how satisfied and how complete you can be in me. I want to show you more of me every single day. I want to take you on an adventure of a lifetime, eternity. You have seen nothing yet. There are so much that I want to show you. I want to see you excited, joyful, glad when you are with me. (I am, Lord) I know, I know. I want to impress you. I want to show you how strong I am. Can be. The Universe belongs to me, you belong to me, everything I created is to bring pleasure to you. Pleasure to you. I you to satisfy you with everything that I have created. Enjoy. Love me. I will spend the rest of my time showing and loving you. Its going to be great and fun together.

19Dec2020, 12.50am

 Beloved and I are in our Love Nest. 

I began to express my love, adoration, enjoyment, honor, respect that I feel from Him.

Then I see us sitting on a comfortable sofa bed facing the sunset, sea, sun.. And Both of us sitting on the sofa bed. Its a very comfortable seat. He puts His hands over my shoulder towards my neck, while I put my head on His shoulder. 

We talk so freely about how He created the world, and since He is the best storyteller. I am mesmerized by the stories. I asked questions and He lovingly and gently answers them. With such clarity, communication and patience. We laughed, talked and ate. Delicious fruits and food were prepared.

I have never felt more happy. I could live there forever with Him by my side. Just enjoying each other's company and communion. He loves to talk to me. He gives me all His attention, and I gave Him all my attention too.

He is always loving, always kind, always available.

I feel so much of peace and love.

18 Dec 2020, Sharing on WhatsApp with the Ladies

 [2:19 pm, 18/12/2020] Christina Goh: God gave my children and allowed my husband to be my ministry. 

At 21 years old, God told me that I will go to the Nations. Only during my mid 40s I actually started my ministry. Infact, during that period of waiting, I thought God forgot or the Prophetess is a false one.  Throughout that time, most of my ‘ministry’ and training revolved around my children and husband. My husband was my biggest “Teacher/Trainer”. The whole time, I was wanting to go to the Nations and minister. But, the whole time I was in training to minister, through my children and husband. Just like David was in training with the sheeps.

I had idols in my heart and various trauma since childhood that never surfaced and would never be healed if I had not gone through 25 years of training. I heard that Jesus was trained for 33 years and had 3 years of ministry. Wow. Who am I to complain about my training?? 

A few months ago, the Lord said that my assignment with my family is completed. I didn’t really understand. And then I understood.  I was given ONE assignment for 25 years. I stayed faithful, loyal, sometimes obedient, sometimes not, often questioning “why”, often confused, often feeling loss, depressed, sad, lonely, sometimes yielded and surrendered, sometimes not, but majority was hard. Because I ‘graduated’ with flying colors and honors, He is elevating me to my next assignment. Without the completion of this assignment, in accordance to His standards, I will not be able to carry the humility, anointing of healing and presence of God. Why humility? Often, I felt I had NOTHING to offer or give. I felt so broken that there was no one and nothing that could ‘repair’ me like God. But He was the only ONE that could restore me and make me new. (even more beautiful like Kintsugi). 

My “training/ministry” took me to where I am today (If given a choice, I would not willingly go through it again!). Without it, I would not be in this place to ‘deliver’, be a ‘safe place’, compassionate, hungry for God, a pure bride, strong inner strength, desire to help others, go to the Nations, AND be entrusted with such beautiful women (His bride) like all of you. You are all precious women in training. None of your pain have been wasted whether its 1 year or 55 years. You have been in a purification, beautification just like Esther was before she became Queen Esther, perfect for her King.   

God can use any situation for your training and purification. Sometimes its husband, sometimes its children, sometimes is tragedy, trauma, etc. 

God is exposing our idols in our hearts, for His glory. So, arise Daughters! Arise Brides!

Isaiah 43:18-19 (NIV)

18 

“Forget the former things;
    do not dwell on the past.

19 

See, I am doing a new thing!
    Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
    and streams in the wasteland.

[2:24 pm, 18/12/2020] Christina Goh: The Lord actually told me that without me, my husband would have been "loss". It took so much effort to 'minister' to my husband that now I am so super saint patient. Haiyo. You all with husbands will know. How much of patience it requires.

My husband is also His son 😩  So, He is probably killing 2 birds with a stone. Keep my husband save and training me at the same time.

[2:26 pm, 18/12/2020] Christina Goh: Honestly, initially I was quite upset with God because I felt that He had favoritism towards my husband. But today, I understand that it's a double-edged sword.

18Dec2020, Fri. Wall & Receiving His Love

 I hear my Beloved say this to me:

I love you, i adore you, I want to be with you always. I want to hold you all day. In the morning, I want to show you my love. I want you to know that this is your life, to feel my love and be loved by me. I adore you.

Me:

Its hard for me to receive your adorations and words of love. I can receive instructions from you. E.g ministry and what to do. That is the mentality of a servant. But this seems like I have a problem in having a relationship with Him. 

What is the problem?

I have a wall.

Rejection, Unbelief, Unworthy...

Rejection: Womb, Mom + Dad, Ivan, 

Unbelief: 

Fear of Rejection:

I feel a wall. I know there is a wall.

I know there is a wall. I can't fully believe or receive.

Why?

Its too good to be true. 

Up till about 1 year ago, I was treated like a piece of shit. Made to feel like I am a nuisance. By a husband who is suppose to to be precious. Who made a vow to me but never fulfilled his words throughout the 24 years. The only there is just not treating me bad. But totally abandoning me, neglecting me. NOTHING. Now i am happy because he is not abusing me. Not because he is nice. I happy because he treats me like a stranger and not mistreat me, rude, sarcastic, angry, demanding, etc. 

"Waiting for the other shoe to fall."

There are always bad things that happens. 

I feel like I am bracing myself. Having a wall to protect myself from upcoming pain. Upcoming bad news. Something ALWAYS happens. Nothing stays peaceful and good for long. 

I am bracing myself. Holding my breath?

I am like enjoying my relationship with you Jesus. Its so good that its too good to be true. I am like waiting for the bad news. Like its not OK to do it. Like something is going to happen...

DRN: Hurt from IC

I feel like there is a ceiling. My whole life, my expectations is not fulfilled. I don't get what I want. So, what makes me think that this time its any different?

I am afraid to have expectations. There is A CEILING. I can't believe that I can achieve anything big.

All the prophecies given to me, I can't really be excited about it. I have an attitude of wait and see la. That is not faith. 

My experience in life is stopping me from reaching the sky. And to think that the sky is the limit.

I can't even really believe that Jesus loves me that much. All the words He speaks to me, its hard for me to receive it. 

What is the root of this Lord? How to get healing for it?

What is it? 

1. Fear

2. Fear that it will not happen

3.Fear to expect

4.Unworthy

Lie?

1. You will not be successful

2. You will not make it

3. You are alone. You wont have help. You will struggle by yourself and having to do it all alone.

Truth;

I will help you. With my righteous right hand, I will uphold and help you. You will always receive my help - Holy Spirit. I will be here for you. You will be great in my Kingdom. My favor is upon you. 

What to do?

Receive His Love.

Day #7: 17Dec2020, Thu

 I woke up to warm cuddles with my beloved. 

I hear Him say and feel that...I will always hold your hand. We will travel together. 

The lie I believed when I got married was, "he will fulfill me". I thought it was, "I married the wrong man". But that is somewhat the truth. How can it be the right man when he mistreats me! How can that be the right man? Infact, even if its not the right man, I still could work it out. But He doesnt want to work it out. What can I do? 

Beloved, 

I feel such a desperation for you. I feel the need to hold you, feel you, be with you, see you! Whatever I have its just not enough!!! There is a feeling of desperation!

Then I hear the below song:

Where You Are

Bethel Music, Leeland Dayton Mooring

I can't get enough

No I can't get enough

Of Your amazing love

I can't get enough

I can't walk away

No I can't walk away

For I have seen Your face

And I can't walk away

And I just wanna be where You are

I just wanna be near Your heart

There is nothing like Your love

There is nothing like Your love

I can't get enough

Jesus, I can't get enough

Of Your amazing love

Jesus, I can't get enough

I can't walk away

No I can't walk away

For I have seen Your face

And I can't walk away

And I just wanna be where You are

I just wanna be near Your heart

There is nothing like Your love

Jesus, There is nothing like Your love

And I just wanna be where You are

I just wanna be near Your heart

There is nothing like Your love

Jesus, There is nothing like Your love

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Jesus I love you

Jesus I love you

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Jesus I love you

Jesus I love you

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Jesus I love you

Jesus I love you

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Jesus I love you

Jesus I love you

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Holy, Holy

Jesus I love you

Jesus I love you

And I just wanna be where You are

I just wanna be near Your heart

There is nothing like Your love

Jesus, There is nothing like Your love

I've never known a love like this before

I've never felt a touch like this before

I've never known a love like this before

What can I do, but fall in love with You

I've never known a love like this before

I've never felt a touch like this before

I've never known a love like this before

What can I do, but fall in love with You

I've never known a love like this before

I've never felt a touch like this before

I've never known a love like this before

What can I do, but fall in love with You

And I just wanna be where You are

I just wanna be near Your heart

There is nothing like Your love

Jesus, There is nothing like Your love

Day#6 Part2: 16Dec2020

DRN:

 I felt shame about enjoying my sexuality. I read through some website and its a psychological need. A very basic need. An important need.

But I realize that I have always felt shame over my body and how I feel.

The root of that shame:

1. Dad - molested

2. Ivan - feeling my body was used by him. Before marriage, he was so into physical and then immediately after marriage, he totally lost interest in having intimate and physical. What I imagine about our physical relationship was not at all. He was no longer interested. In fact, we only have sex once a week as a newlywed. I was not desirable to him anymore.

I felt shame because I was not loved for me but my body. I felt used.

I also didn't feel appreciated.

I felt good after the DRN.

Day#4: 14Dec2020, Mon

  I woke up this morning with barrier. No feeling of His presence. I felt empty and panic.

I miss Him so much.

I miss you Beloved. I miss you soooo much. The thought of NOT having your presence for even 1 min, breaks my heart. I am like a love-sick Bride, in search for her Bridegroom King. I am almost in tears just thinking about NOT having you, not feeling you, not touching you,.. the biggest break-up feeling. My heart feels like sinking, heart broken.

Is this how you have felt when I had idols in my heart?

Did I break your heart? I am so sorry. I never ever want to do that. 

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Today's I don't feel God's presence like was I did in the last 2 days. What is wrong????

I am sensing other people's feelings:

1. Barrier

2. Confusion of the mind

3. Blocked

I am just sensing other people's emotions

The scenario

All you have to do is turn-up, open your heart, be hungry. He will do the rest.

Often we are thinking of our idols, when we are in HIs presence. Imagine you are being with your boyfriend, and he is looking at his phone, thinking about his ex or other girlfriends, bitching about his awful life, etc. You love him but you wont like being with him.

So, when you go into God's presence, if all you want from him is your healing, complain about your miserable life constantly (every now and then OK but not every single time), think about other things and people except him. How does it make him feel. Would he feel RAVISHED by your love? He will be enduring and long suffering husband. 

We complain about our earthly husband but we behave like them spiritually to Jesus. Do you think He is hurt?

In fact, I hurt Him like that. I repented and felt the pain and hurt He felt.

When you hurt him Jesus/Holy Spirit, he will be quiet. You will be the only person talking but you won't hear him. After you repented, you will feel His presence and voice again. 

Day#3: 13Dec2020,Sunday. Day 3 of Marriage to Bridegroom King

  All of my desires, you are meeting it. I have been neglected, abandoned, and the touches that I received physically has been tainted with pain. There has never been a satisfaction in my marriage because its been harsh judgement.

But with you, when I put my head on your chest and hugged you. I feel you hugging me back. I feel your hands rubbing my back. With gentleness. 

I feel you cherishing me.

I feel you comforting me.

I feel you accepting me.

I feel you giving me my worth.

You created me with all my needs but yet, none of them have ever been met. And now you are meeting it. 

Solomon 4:

The Bridegroom-King

7 Every part of you is so beautiful, my darling.
Perfect is your beauty, without flaw within.
8 Now you are ready, my bride,
to come with me as we climb the highest peaks together.
Come with me through the archway of trust.[f]
We will look down[g]
from the crest of the glistening mounts
and from the summit of our sublime sanctuary.
Together we will wage war
in the lion’s den and the leopard’s lair
as they watch nightly for their prey.
9 For you reach into my heart.
With one flash of your eyes I am undone by your love,
my beloved, my equal, my bride.
You leave me breathless—
I am overcome
by merely a glance from your worshiping eyes,
for you have stolen my heart.[h]
I am held hostage by your love
and by the graces of righteousness shining upon you.[i]
10 How satisfying to me, my equal, my bride.
Your love is my finest wine—intoxicating and thrilling.
And your sweet, perfumed praises—so exotic, so pleasing.
11 Your loving words are like the honeycomb to me;
your tongue releases milk and honey,
for I find the Promised Land flowing within you.[j]
The fragrance of your worshiping love
surrounds you with scented robes of white.[k]
12 My darling bride, my private paradise,
fastened to my heart.
A secret spring are you that no one else can have—
my bubbling fountain hidden from public view.
What a perfect partner to me now that I have you.
13–14 Your inward life is now sprouting, bringing forth fruit.
What a beautiful paradise unfolds within you.[l]
When I’m near you, I smell aromas of the finest spice,
for many clusters of my exquisite fruit
now grow within your inner garden.
Here are the nine:
pomegranates of passion,[m]
henna from heaven,[n]
spikenard so sweet,[o]
saffron shining,[p]
fragrant calamus from the cross,[q]
sacred cinnamon,[r]
branches of scented woods,[s]
myrrh, like tears from a tree,[t]
and aloe as eagles ascending.[u]
15 Your life flows into mine, pure as a garden spring.
A well of living water springs up from within you,
like a mountain brook flowing into my heart![v]

Day#2, Dec12,2020 Glory to Glory

 9.30pm

So far, I have always felt shame over my body. There is no freedom. I feel so much shame. Sexually, I have often felt shame. 

Molested by my Dad.

Then in my marriage, I just felt used. There has not been love. So sex was meaningless. It was just a physical act and not a union of love and acceptance.

So, Jesus, I feel shame. I feel that I can't be free with you. 

Jesus:

Give me your body.

Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.

M- I am afraid.

Do not fear, take my hand and I will lead you.

M - OK

M-I kissed Him. It was tender

I saw him kissing the back of my neck. 

I saw myself in a beautiful place, LOVE NEST with Jesus. I cook for Him breakfast and we talk, laugh, eat together, have conversations, minial stuffs. About funny stuffs.

Jesus:

I love your spirit soul and body. 

I feel so secure in His touch. 

All my life, my body, I felt shame and used. In my marriage, I didnt feel loved. I just felt used. He was into porn, I know that I was not a woman he cherishes. I did it because it was my duty. To be submissive and to do my wifely duties. But I never felt important at all in his eyes. I was not a woman who is cherished, loved, respected, treated with kindness. No. 

Now, Jesus treats me with such tenderness, kindness, respect, affection, tender touches and kisses. 

All the things I was lacking my whole life. I thought that I could find a man who will do that to me but now, I have Jesus. I don't need a man to do that.

In our LOVE NEST, I saw Jesus walking towards me and hugged me from the back. He touched me so tenderly on my side, stomach, back, and kissed my neck. My passion within me and I felt comforted. I felt so secure, ..

We consummated today. He was so tender. I cried. Its the most beautiful and passionate experience. Because He loves me so much.

I am now addicted to His love, touch, care,.. I will never feel empty, lonely, ever again...

I feel as if a HUGE PIECE that was missing in my life is now filled with Him. 

This is my Vow to you, my Bride,

 This is my Vow to you, my Bride, 

When you have grey hair and wrinkled chin,

I will be with you, holding your hands, tickling your face,

I will love you through the young and old you,

The weak and brave you,

The courages and timid you,

The chubby cheeks and skinny legs,

I Promise that when you say, “Hi, I need you”,

I will say, 

“Yes, I hear you” 

“Yes, I am here”

I will kiss away your tears,

Be bigger than yours fears,

More encouraging than the criticism you hear,

Patient with your annoying ways,

Love you everyday, all the way, 

I Promise to always hold your hands,

Your worries,

Your pain,

Your sorrow,

Your grief,

Your disappointments,

Your insecurities,

Your betrayal,

Your loneliness..

I will always look at you with love, kindness, respect, honor, 

I will always hold you in my heart with affection,

There will not be a day that I will not choose you.

My shoulders and arms will be a safe place for your tired and weary face,

My chest will be a perfect fit for your rest, 

I cherish you, 

You are my pleasure, 

I am cheering and rooting for you,

I believe in you,

Give me your desires,

We will conquer the world with it, 

Give me your heart, 

I will hold it close to mine,

Give me your thoughts,

I will imprint it into my heart,

I have called you 

I have loved you forever

and you are my Chosen Lover.

Lovingly Yours

Your Bridegroom King

8 Dec 2020, Tuesday, 11.00pm. Jesus Passion

 

8 Dec 2020, Tuesday, 11.00pm. Jesus Passion

 10.30pm - 2.30am

I have been soaking in His presence.

I laid down on the bed to do Soaking and I felt peace and lightness.

Then I began to see Jesus kissing me. He was lying down on the right. And then when I turned, He sat beside me and started to kiss my forehead and my hands. When I sat down, He started to kiss my back.

I tried to distract by saying that I want a soul mate in heaven. I repented because I know that was not good to be distracted while He was doing that. But it was because I didnt know how to respond... I begin to speak to Him.

Me: Is that OK to feel like that? Is that you?

Jesus: Yes, I am showing you my Passion. Like what you asked. I am showing you the passion that I have for you.

I am worthy?

J - Yes you are worthy

C - You are kissing me and loving on me.

I am worthy to be loved.

Yes you are worthy to be loved

The time that I was touched, it was what they could get from me. Not what they can give to me.

I love you Baby. I love you for who you are. I dont NEEd anything from you. I want to shower my love and passion on you. yes I am passionate about you. I want to show you. 

I have never felt worthy Nobody has shown me that I was worthy to be loved. My parents no. My husband no. My children sometimes.  I have been rejected those people closes to me. 

I need more of your passion, my life has been so void of passion. I stuffed my emotions, my hopes, my real self, I have not been able to come alive because, I feel that I have losed it. I have forgotten to be alive. I have lived in fear. Lack of hope. Lack of passion. Lack of liveliness. Because I have been judged, suppressed, oppressed, ... I didnt even realized I suppressed and controlled I was. 

I dare not speak my heart opinion or mind. I have been walking on egg shells, for so long.I have had to carefully think about my words and not been able to speak my heart at all. 

i am going to speak affirmation to you.

I love you, I have always loved you. I will be kind to you and never mean. Lovingly yours, forever committed to you. You are the pone person I am looking at. I am your bridegroom King. And you are my Bride. I have commited myself to you.. to love you, to hold you, to kiss you, to affectionately hold you, all the days of your life. I will never leave you, I will be here for you always. All the time, I will choose. I will choose you again and again. Stay with me. Be here with me. I am enlarging your heart so that you can take more o fme. I am going to love you so fully and completely that you wont even remember the pain of the past.

I will make you Queen. You are my Queen

Help me to remember this tender moments with you.

You captivate my heart. You handle my heart with so much of gentleness. I can see you holding it gently in your hands, my heart. I can feel you inside of me.

http://www.tscpulpitseries.org/english/1990s/ts950313.html 

Day#6: 16 Dec 2020, Wed Date with Jesus

 

16 Dec 2020, Wed Date with Jesus

 This morning I woke up to wonderful cuddles with my Beloved.

I feel so happy and I have a smile on my face!

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The below is the SURPRISE

I'm going to send you to the nations. I will provide everything for you. You will do it soon.. Aug 2021.

 I want you to be at my side now and eternity.

I have chosen you and you will be my ambassador wife, bride to the nations. 

I love you to represent me on how a love relationship with the bridegroom King is like. What I am showing to you, I want you to show it to the world. I am able to fulfill ALL of their desires. There will not be any lack spirit soul and body. 

Many of my brides think that the world can fulfill their needs. They are not able to come to me. Its a lie of the enemy. Causing shame. I created romance. Am I not able to fulfill that part of their need? many are not fulfilled and satisfied. So they go to the wrong places for that. But that is the trap of the enemy. To get them to be addicted to the wrong stuffs. I want them to be addicted to me.

I am going to make you popular with the teaching of Intimacy with the Bridegroom King. So, write what I tell you to write. I will begin to give you the download on these teachings. 

Me

Please help me, if you want me to do that. Its so intimate, I can't even share it with myself. LOL. 

I asked you out today because you have been cooped up at home.

I also want to hang out. Want to show you how special you are to me.

Did you pull a fast one on me about the surprise? 

J

No la

Me

Hmmm...

In our date, I had Japanese meal. During the meal, Jesus said that He has a surprise. So, I wrote down the surprise. 

In fact, the surprise was RM1,000 from Angeline Looi!

Day#5: 15 Dec 2020, Tues 11.15pm

 15 Dec 2020, Tues 11.15pm

 11.15pm)

Jesus

I want to take you to a date. I want to take you to a fancy restaurant. Choose whatever restaurant you want to go and I will take you there. 

From this day onwards, I will romance you my Baby. My beloved. My Darling. My most pure one. Most precious Kintsugi. 

Me

I have tears in my eyes. I was never romanced. And you want to take me to a fancy restaurant. I feel cherished. I feel loved. 

I am so excited!

I will be having the 1st Date filled with love. Thank you for loving me. And I will be going with the most handsome, loving, Romeo, gentle, kind, respectful, honorable man. And most humorous person ever! 

I am worthy of your love. I want to love you more and more every single day of my life. 

Jesus

Me too. I want to be with you forever. I want to hold you every single day, every hour and every minute. I am so in love with you. I look into your eyes when you look into mine. 

(I touched and carress his face, bear, nose, eyebrow, beard)

I saw him on a horse..

Jesus

Yes, I am your Hero. I want to be your Hero. To rescue you from every pain, sin, heartache and neglect, abandonment. 

I am affectionate and I want to be more and more affectionate with you. I want to show you how wonderful it is to be with me. I want to give you pleasure. As you are my pleasure. 

Me

I want to see you and I want you here.

Jesus

But I am here. 

I am going to take you around the world. I am going to romance you to all the nations. To everywhere...