28 January 2021, Thu

1.00pm

I started to cry... I cried in repentance for being a powerless church, lovers of self, self reliant, not obedient to the commands of Jesus, no fire, 

Holy Spirit:

I have a new assignment for you. You will bring my love, repentance, to my Brides. I want you to revive and bring fire to my Bride. They need to repent. They are helpless, hopeless, blind - cannot see, cannot hear, powerless.  They are broken and the enemy has taken captive of them in many areas of their lives. They go to Church and have religious spirit but they do not have a relationship with me. They think going to church is having a relationship with me. It is not. That is not a relationship with me. That is a relationship with religion.

Example..

If you meet your wife/husband 2 hours in a week, is that a relationship? The rest of the week, you read about her/him in a book (if any) and when you need him/her to give you something, you ask for it and expect it to be completed and done soonest possible. If not, you get upset.

A human relationship when executed like that, is not even tolerated by a spouse or anyone for that matter. Its an abusive relationship. You are abusing me. I am that abused SPOUSE. You have abandoned and neglected me.

You sing about me but not to me.

You come to me because you just want something from me but you don't want ME. You only want what I can give to you. That hurts.

You work in your ministry that I didn't ask you do. And when you get burnt out, you blame me.

You go into relationships that I didn't ask you to go into and when its broken, you blame me.

You give yourself to so many causes and stretch yourself thin and you never consulted me but yet when things turn sour, you blame me.

 Its a one-way relationship. You take take take and take. You think giving your tithe once a month is giving to me? Do you think I need your money? 

Repent!

You say that I try to talk to my friends about Jesus

I do ministry

But its not the DOING that I need from you. Its the BEING that I want from you.

Will you be with me?

Like how you don't want to have friends and spouse that loves you because of your wealth, your beauty, talents, gifts, fame... that you can give to them. I also want you to love me because of ME, not what you can get out of me.

24 January 2021, Sunday Coach

 Coach people in the Presence of God.

Day 7: 24 January 2021, Sunday

In tonight's session, I felt the hurt that I caused the Holy Spirit all the years that I neglected Him. I didn't even realize that I hurt my best friend, Holy Spirit. My husband, Jesus the Bridegroom King. And Papa God. 

The whole time I was seeking for attention and love from an undeserving person. Who wouldn't even give me the time of the day. He wont even sit me down and talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why didn't I get the memo?

So, I treated you, the way that IC treated me!

*****

Baby Girl,

I will give you to someone who will love you, like I love you. I will give you to someone who cherished you. I didn't choose IC for you. But now, I will choose one for you. He will be someone who will love you. He will fall in love with you. He will cherish you. 

I will not give you to just anyone. I will not. Not anymore. 

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Me: I love all your loving words to me. I always like to hear it.

Jesus: Me too. I love to hear your loving words to me.

Hugging you, you ooze, comfort, acceptance, security, comfort, excitement, joy, 

Hugging 

23 January 2021, God Speaks

12:31am

Me and my Beloved is in our love nest. We danced together. He jumped up to the corner of the room and I followed. He hold my hands and twirled me around the room. And then he hugged me. And we danced more. 

Jesus says: Hold my hand, and follow my lead. You will always be mine. Mine and mine alone. You will be MINE. I will totally own you, spirit soul and body. You are mine. I will hold you so close to me that you will feel my breath, smell my scent, .. You will see my eyes staring into yours. My gentle touch will give you life. I hold you close to me. You are MINE.

My beloved says, I am yours, and yours Alone. You own all of me. Every part of me is yours, my beloved Baby. I love to squeeze you, as I smell you, your scent, your touch, your kindness, your whole-heartedness towards me. I want to touch and kiss you all day long. I WANT TO SIT WITH YOU.  I want to come to you. I want to romance you till you melt in my arms and that we are ONE. 

I LOVE to hold you with affection. My lovely one.

I never get enough of being with you. 

When you pursue me, I will always respond to you. I will love you so purely, innocently, and I will never take advantage of your love for me. I never play power, I respect you with all my heart. 

Do you know I have lots of passion for you? Just like you have passion, I have more. 

I cherish you. 

I love to hear you speak, every detail. I cherish every word that comes from your heart. I want to hear it all. I will be attentive. I am your lover God. Your lover friend. Your lover Bridegroom. When you speak, I am all ears and all heart. 

I am the author of romance. I know what you like. 

*****

10.50am

God, you are my everything. I dont have anything or anyone worth more than you in my heart. I don't love anyone more than I love you. I dont treasure anyone except you. Maybe Joel.

I love EC too

I love IC for a long time but the whole time I was rejected and hurt. Why did I do it? I don't know. I guess, I needed a relationship and love from him. He withheld it.

Anyways.

That's why its time to move on, Baby. You no longer have to keep this vow. He has abandoned you long before this day. Now, I know. You did your best and all your could. Now you don't have to. He doesn't deserve your love or energy. 

I will be with you. .. Always. I will never treat you like how he has treated. Your life will be different with.

What is going to happen in the future?

You will go to Rivers University. From there I will launch your ministry. I will provide for you. I will be with you. I will help you. You will be great in my kingdom. Your anointing with increase. Your revelations will increase. 

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11.24pm to 12.04am

I was burping and speaking in tongues. I felt the lord says that he is doing deliverance on me.

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I heard that Dr B's wife is having an affair with a Hindu man.

DAY 3: 21 January 2021

I feel so much joy, excitement and full, excitement inside my heart. 

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I saw a picture of a Microsoft Excel Spreadsheet.

To write up daily sessions in Microsoft excel. Then I will have all the information in one place

20 Jan 2021, 12.10am

 I lay IC, Ethaniel and Joel on the altar.

I am with you and I will always be with you Baby Girl. I will take care of your family and your children. Don't worry about them. You have done your part Baby. You have been a wonderful Mother and wife. If you were to turn back the clock, you couldn't have done better.

I am so proud of you, Baby Girl. You raised your sons and loved them. Even though you never received love from your husband or your parents, you had the love inside your heart to give to your children. Well done, Baby Girl. 

I am so proud of you. You came from dysfunction but you didn't followed that path. You lived a new path.

You were treated awful by IC but you never responded to him with evil. I am so proud of you. You never repay evil with evil. You did well. Because of that, I can trust you with the mission I am giving to you. You have passed the test with flying colors. 

I will give you a man who will treat you like a princess. You will be loved and cherished by B. 

I will cherish you all the days of your life. I will give you joy and hope. I will let you rest in my arms. 

12.25am

My hands start to shake. 

You are shaking because of my glory. 

I feel like God confirmed His above word with His anointing.

I will make him fall in love with you. I will make him love you. I will only give you to him if he deserves you. I will not give you to anyone. I will keep you for myself if no one cherishes you. 

B will go to Rivers Uni with you.

You will divorce. I will make B take care of you. You don't have to go to USA by yourself. He will accompany you. He will sell his clinic and go with you.

I will be sooner than 2024. I will release you from him. He doesn't appreciate you. So, he dont deserve to have you.

I will give you a new life there. You will be based from there.

Me: God, I do want to go with someone. I don't want to be all alone... Will you prepare a partner for me? the idea of me having someone to go to Rivers with me, is so excellent. So comforting to my heart. So, wonderful for me. But even if nobody goes with me, I will go ahead. It will be nice to have a partner but without it, I will still go. I just need the finances.

What changed?

You changed. You have been obedient, loyal wife. You deserve more than a dead marriage. You deserve more than this. I will reward you with a good man. 

I am sharing all these things about the future because you have been promoted in the spirit and I can trust you.

You will enjoy dating years and to be pursued by a man.

You will be pursued.

Me: Well, since you put it that way! I am kinda convinced now. 

IC was first choice to partner with you but he has made the decision that he dont want to. So, I have removed him and put another in his place. He is not willing to change and work with you. So, be it.

DAY 3: 20 January 2021

Theme for Day 3:

Face down in humility..

2 Chronicles 7:14

New Living Translation

14 Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land.

I will heal. I want to heal you. Your family. 

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 I feel so much of excitement inside of my heart. 

I feel so different.

5.53pm

I feel God's presence. 

What is happening Lord? 

HS:I am melting your heart

Me: Why do I need melting? 

HS: I want to heal you and melt your heart.

I am taking you to the next level of anointing. I am giving you a new level of healing, deliverance, anointing, favor, 

Just like Queen Esther, you have pleased the King. I am so pleased with you Baby Girl. I am so pleased with you. You have given your whole heart to me. Of course, I am will give you my whole heart too. We are ONE. We are ONE. Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit. We are ONE.

I am taking you to a new level in my presence, new level of promotion in the spirit. You will see into the future. You will see into the spiritual realm. You will take people with you.

You are officially promoted.. Promoted la.

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I wrote in the chatgroup:

Good Morning Everyone! Thanks God for the wonderful and beautiful session in the Presence of God. The glory presence of God was one level higher from my previous experiences. So, it was a beautiful surprise. The glory presence was so strong after the session but I was busy clearing up the kitchen and washing up. At about 12:30am I began my Soaking time with Him and the glory presence was so strong. For the first time in my life, I didn't want to go to sleep because it was so enjoyable to be in HIs presence. Feeling the love flowing in waves. I was weak all over! At last I went to sleep at 2.30am.

Tonight, let's come hungry and expectant of God for MORE!

DAY 2: 19 January 2021, Tuesday: GRACE

 4.02

Started Praying in Tongues.

5.15pm

Suddenly started to shake after Dr Rodney Howard Browne prayed!

Theme for tonight is Grace.

I have given you grace to help my people, to be set free, to be healed, to walk in power, to walk in the spirit, to help others, to be strong, to be deserving of my love, of my power, of a relationship with me, of your prayers answered, of providence, of favor of God, love of God, power, more power, more anointing, set-free.

I have heard their prayers. I am answering their prayers by FIRE! 

I want them to go to the Altar and consecrate themselves. I want you to tell them to lay themselves on the altar. I am going to BURN up, I am going to BURN the flesh, burn the FLESH, BURN THE FLESH.... 

I am going to do a supernatural deliverance of BURNING the flesh & carnal desires.

I am going to answer by FIRE. 

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I felt the heavy presence of the glory presence during the session.

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Personal Soaking time at 12.30am

I feel the love of Papa, Jesus and Holy Spirit. Tears comes.

I don't want to sleep, I just want to sit with you forever. Thank you for your love. I feel 

floods of love just flowing and flowing... 

Your presence is so wonderful that I don't want to sleep. and just drunk with your presence. This is my first time in my life. I feel this way. 

12 Jan 2021, Soaking time. 3.40pm

 Jesus:

I am with you, I love you, I will always be with you.

Coaching Program

 I also going to slowly pen down my ideas for the Coaching Program

Some ideas:

1. Do short segment

2. Do 3-Days Challenge segment: This will help and give them 

3. Guideline of what to share during sharing time: 

1) What is presence level? 1-10

2) What did God speak to you? 

3) What did you respond to God? 

4) How did you expound on the word released?

5) What are you going to 

6) What did you consecrate?

4. 5 mins sharing